Conan (Black Shamrocks MC: First Generation Book 1) by Kylie Hillman

Author:Kylie Hillman [Hillman, Kylie]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: MC, Action and Adventure Crime Criminals, mystery suspense thriller, Organised Crime Thriller Loyalty, saga, Suspense Romantic Thriller Mystery, Contemporary, Series, Suspense, Motorcycle Club Romance, motorcycle club series, drama, Dark Romance Abuse Survivor Family, Motorcycle Club MC Biker Romance, Series Saga Collection, Romance, bad boy alphas, family, action adventure romance, Black Shamrocks MC, Action, dysfunctional family, Outlaw Biker Criminal Alpha Bad Boy, Dark Romance
Publisher: DyMi Ink
Published: 2017-09-21T18:30:00+00:00

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Colleen

“I can’t believe you did this to me,” I complain to Bonnie. Another outfit is thrown onto my bed, then I throw myself down on top of the pile of clothes. “I have nothing to wear. He’s going to think I’m disgusting. What if I spill food down my boobs. I can’t do this. Nope, I’m not going.”

Shari sits next to me. She pushes at my shoulder until I give in and roll over. “You’re being silly. He’s already kissed you. I think it’s fair to say that he likes you.”

“And if you spill food on your boobs, I’m sure he’ll offer to help you clean up. Cole looks like that kind of gentleman.” Bonnie laughs at her own joke and it’s not long before the rest of us are joining in.

Pushing myself onto my butt, I sit up and face my best friends. When my laughter dies, I try to smile at them, but I can’t make my lips lift. Deep down in my brain, the voice that tells me that I’m worth nothing is mocking me. It’s sucking out all my joy at seeing Cole outside of the Clubhouse and reminding me of the reasons why I should stay home tonight and hide in my room.

I’m fat. I’m ugly. I’m poor.

I don’t deserve anything good.

“Colleen,” Bonnie sits down next to me as she says my name. Shari scoots around to my other side and they both lean against me. Their weight is comforting—a soothing counterweight to the taunting monster in my head. “I know your life sucks right now, but you need to see that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. You have options and Cole is one of them.”

Shari butts in, “He looks like a good guy. When we were at the Club with you that night, I got a good feeling about him. Like, he punched his friend for calling you fat. That says something.”

I hear their words. Part of me even believes what they’re saying. Yet, I know there is more to it. The situation isn’t as simple as they’re making it out to be.

“I’m fat,” I groan as I say it. Speaking about my size is harder than talking about my parent’s death. “I’m not pretty like you two. Kerry is mad at me for everything that’s happening. The Black Shamrocks own me until Uncle Greg’s debt is paid. My uncle is a weed dealer with a heroin addiction that the Mavericks are using to control him. Everything in my life is a gigantic mess. I can’t spend time with Cole, no matter how good he makes me feel, because he belongs to the enemy. Truthfully, I should hate him.”

“One,” Bonnie stands. She glares down at me before holding a finger in the air as she begins her rebuttal. “You’re not fat. You are chubby but you could be skinny if that’s what you wanted so stop making excuses.”

Shari’s face tells of her horror at what Bonnie just said. I just nod.

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